Checking On Myself In The Year 2020

A new year has come and this post has come in very, very late. Then again, there is a saying goes better late than never, right? At one point, some time before today, I actually thought this post was NEVER going to happen but I just had to push myself to write this post. Honestly speaking, I am in no mood to write anything and I think I'm about to fall back into pre-depresion, that phase where you just don't want to do anything and denying the truth that there is something going on inside of you that you don't really know but you know it's not right. Well, Alhamdullillah, I managed to get back up again (cue that title song form Trolls) but by no means this was an easy feat. 

Fiftytwo Talks : Let's Go Back To The Khloe/Tristan Scandal

Now, this little story about Khloe Kardashian and her baby Daddy, Tristan Thompson has been how many would put it, old news and I won't deny it, it is definitely old news. But, let's also not forget how big of a news when the scandal broke out onto the entertainment business for both times that he cheated. So many people had their own peace to speak about this scandal even Khloe herself has said her peace, just like her Instagram post on forgiving those who have wronged her and after reading about that post, I thought maybe it is times I share what I think about the whole thing. Not that my opinion matters because I'm pretty much a nobody, right now but I also have something I want to share with those who comes across this post.

My Obsession For Face Masks And They Work

I have a confession to make. I an obsessed with face masks like those Korean face masks sheets that comes all ready to be plastered on your face...I just love them. I have my own brand preference for the face mask sheet but I do have something else to add. These moisturising face mask sheets really gives that extra bounce and moist to your skin especially when before applying makeup in the morning. 

Learning About Me Being My Own Problem For Better Me

It has been a few month that I have been waking up with a mild headache and anxiety that I might be suffering from ,ultiple sickness or diseases even though my health vital signs are normal. Like literally normal. So just yesterday morning, I guess I got fed up over waking up sick and feeling like I'm in a severe rut. Probably almost at the border of depression...again. I'm pretty much just feel sick waking up everyday not only with a headache but a body too lazy to even move and make anything productive for the day. Which brings me again to just realize what exactly am I doing that I just have no more will to even make anything good for myself? I am still young and there are so much that I have yet to achieve but why am I feeling so down?

September month is my self-recovery month

Honestly, I never meant to not update this blog for a month and a half ago but work did catch up on me and I wasn't able to find the right time to post anything last month which should have been an exciting month for blogging. Technically, I did plan something big to blog about last month but considering that I just didn't have any time or if I can be honest, I just didn't find the time to blog about anything. Last month was the anticipation for Malaysia's National Day so the plan was to blog about anything related to my birth country. This month is a dedication to self-recovery but just as September about to draw in, I realised that I couldn't quite blog anything about self-recovery unless I have actually started the journey, right? So earlier this month, I started my journey on my own personal self-recovery and this post is where I share the real problems with myself and what I want to do to recover from the problems and perhaps live better in the future.